Well, this is quite disappointing, but Harmons, Jamaica is out the question for this summer. After waiting and waiting, I called today to find out what was going on while I was on break at work. Even though my prayer the whole time has been that I wouldn't be accepted if it wasn't God's will, it still really stinks. I had been planning and hoping for this for a year and a half. It stinks, and I told God that and argued a bit, griped and complained to Him but just kept being reminded that it obviously isn't His plan so being there OUT of His plan would be fruitless and just wouldn't be good.
So.....I basically have no idea what I am doing.
